I really feel like having one old rant, cause im in such and off mood. Im only a small way in my summer holiday and im hating it soooo much, and i have to take this untill 7 September for when i start my new course.

I mean you spend months completeting your corse getting the Max grade possable and always busy to do the work to get it done, but as soon as i hit the holidays ive done all i wanted to do in like a week. I mean my summer plans have already been wrecked a long time ago and on top of that i feel like i cant even talk with anyone or if i do then end up anoying me, i mean with like one or two of them ive been so close to snapping at them but ive done all i can to hold out and either walkoff or just go to bed. Im mean its like why bother being nice when all i get is treated like dirt so often.

I hate hate hate hate hate this summer soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and theres near to nothing that will change it, im sure of that. So i dont want any of this "Oh but its only just started im sure something will come up", yeah like what? Im not going anywhere, ive had my dreams crushed, so yeah.... whatever.